Fucking school is inhibiting my ability to write anything, let alone enjoy myself. Holidays are coming up, and I'm getting some gifts, but half the people don't want anything from me. Am I really that terrible at getting gifts? Or do they just don't want anything from me? Who knows.... I'm starting not to care anymore. Most of my friends are so set in their self Hatred that whenever I try to show them a hint of care or concern, they shun me away. I still lack significant funds to do this, but I'll try my best anyway. In other news: Life sucks. It could be much much worse, but I am starting to lose interest in a lot of things I used to enjoy. I don't draw as much, I don't do photography, and I lost interest in writing. Help...